yeah, today i’m really irritated, frustrated, angry, fierce, explosive and any other expression you can find for my extremely ongoing madness. perhaps i should sleep more or i should leave my hometown, never come back and travel through different countries. (yes, this would be a very clever plan… after i got the permission to go to university finally)
i’m sad, ’cause i had no idea that leaving home would hurt this much. the last weeks were bloody brilliant and i only want to have this feeling for the rest of my life…. and yes, i am definitly too lazy to organise my own life. it was so comfortable… until now.
and my ordered “dark passion play” – album isn’t here yet and this is another cause why my behavior is ridiculous.
i’m making the greatest fool of all of myself.
the only helpful thing: 30 seconds to mars. good night.
just4ikarus said,
October 13, 2007 @ 2:06 pm
silence. we need new content.